When you all awaken into the amazing brilliance of Realty your joy will be ecstatic.  It truly is your natural state – constant ecstatic joy – and it will be as though you had never left, which of course you never did.  Your memories of pain, fear, betrayal, scarcity, and suffering of any kind, which are such heavy burdens for you now, will be no more — because they were completely illusory and dissolved with the illusion.
While you are experiencing the illusion as real, this is very difficult for you to understand, and many of you might think that not to have memories of these bad times would be a loss, something that would detract from the joy of awakening into Reality and finding that they had dissolved.  But this is not the case.  To be in joy with absolutely no memory of the illusion is to be completely released from that unhappy state and from any shadow it could cast on your present enjoyment.
People who have undergone traumas in their lives try to forget them, try to deny that they ever happened, and are frequently plagued with horrific nightmares in which they relive the intensity of those ghastly experiences, and as a result they often dread going to sleep.  So too do children who have had terrifying nightmares of various sorts.
Memories of this nature could only detract from your peace and joy, and in any case there would be no point at all in having memories of horrific experiences that never actually occurred.  In Reality your experience is always now and it is always infinitely joyful, because that is the state that Reality maintains eternally for all of God’s divine creation.
To be awake is to be in joy, harmonizing with all of creation in a glorious symphony of creativity that never ceases to amaze and astonish all with the infinite possibilities that it constantly provides.  When you awaken, your expression ”Never a dull moment” — which normally carries an air of regret or lament — will be infinitely and exhilaratingly surpassed!
Humanity is on the verge of incredible opportunity and excitement, as the moment for your awakening moves forward to meet you with increasing rapidity. Do not let the doubts or skepticism of others distract you from your duties as Light-holders, which is to encourage and inspire all with whom you interact in any way at all, by demonstrating loving attitudes and compassionate behavior in every situation in which you find yourselves.
Remember, you have boundless assistance from those in the spiritual realms to help you maintain your own spiritual balance and unconditionally loving composure, whatever the circumstances.  Just ask.  You are always heard and responded to immediately.  But be open to unexpected suggestions; they can seem strange — maybe even inappropriate — compared to what you had expected to hear.  So go with your intuitive sense of what is needed to help you identify the best response to any situation in which you find yourselves, releasing any egoic need to be recognized as smart or wise, and trust the guidance that is offered in response to your call for help.
As Light-holders you are going to find yourselves increasingly in demand to assist others who become confused and fearful, when issues that they had long thought resolved storm once more into their awareness for recognition and release. (Indeed you yourselves may also still have issues you need to face.  And doing so will help you immeasurably in accessing the compassion required to release them and to help others to do likewise.)  This is a sign that although it seemed to them that these issues had been dealt with satisfactorily, they had in fact been to a certain extent in denial about them, probably because the pain of dealing with them was so intense that they had said to themselves the equivalent of “Enough already!”
But your issues do have to be completely resolved before you will feel free to awaken, because unresolved issues block and interfere with your desire to open to and accept the Love that your Father is offering you and everyone on Earth unconditionally and indiscriminately.  Releasing your issues — by no longer holding grudges, resentments, anger, judgments, or desires for recompense against anyone you believe has offended or dishonored you — makes it possible for you to share in and be a part of the unconditional and indiscriminating Love that God offers to all, eternally.
You, ever single human, is an essential part of God’s divine Love field, but if you hold on to issues that involve any judgment at all, it means that you do not accept the unconditionality of Love, thus you withhold It and block yourselves from receiving It as well.  It’s the “I wouldn’t want to be a member of a club that has people like me/her/him as members” syndrome.  In God’s divine Reality all are always welcome; no sponsors, recommendations, dues, or special talents are necessary.  Let go of your issues and awaken!
With so very much love, Saul.