The Gate by Mary Magdalene

The Gate by Mary Magdalene

July 26, 2012

by Pamela Kribbe

http://jeshua.net/

Pamela channels Mary Magdalene

Dear friends, I am Mary Magdalene. You know me, my figure and face have become part of your history, and thereby have become distorted and marred. But you know my origin, because we live from the same source – the space within the heart, the Home of the soul.

You have been moved by the same desire that possessed me during my life on Earth. A longing, a desire for truth, for what is real, for the essence. A desire to live from your soul, from inspiration, from your core – that is what matters for you.

To live in this way can hurt. It brings you to the darkest parts in yourself, because to live from your inner core means that everything must be seen. The Light needs to shine on everything, so you can become one and complete unto yourself. Many people are engaged in a struggle with themselves, and this is painful to see.

People often live by images, pictures, and idealized sets of rules of how to be a successful human being who is recognized and respected by the world. Then before you know it, you are carried away by the opinions and demands of the mainstream of society. You feel you need to adjust to their way of thinking, so you can appear attractive and good in the eyes of the world.

This takes you away from your inner core, and in this way, you disconnect from yourself. But still there is a voice that says: “go inside, discover who you are”. In that open space of no judgment, you can discover who you are: the light and the dark parts, and all you have been through: your feelings, emotions, and reactions.

To love yourself is to allow that open space within yourself, and to be with yourself and observe what is there. Yet again comes that voice from the outside, all too often the voice of fear, that says: “be good, be obedient, and adjust to the norm; do not appear different or strange in the eyes of other people”, and you again lose the inner dialogue with yourself and that open space.

You force yourself into shackles; you judge according to the standards of the outside world, society, and by doing so you hurt yourself. So you are pulled back and forth between the call of the world, which so often is the voice of fear, and the cry of the soul, which would lead you inward, to the core of who you are. And how can you deal with that battle, that tug-of-war between inside and outside, between the core and the external?

Listen to the voice of your heart. Choose for yourself; choose the way you want to go in this life. Decide to do it with all your strength, unconditionally! Take the plunge into the deep, where real love prevails. But know in that deep space there is no bottom, and it can feel like a leap into the abyss, into the void. You will no longer be supported by the approval, compliments, and recognition of others; you will stand alone.

Feel, for awhile, the immense space in the center of your heart, where there is no judgment, and no idealized images of where you should go. Only Being is present there, pure Being. Can you stand that much freedom, or would you prefer to stay on the leash of norms and values provided by others? Can you take that dive into the depths? Can you truly live?

Life challenges you to take a leap into the unknown, which is scary. However, to restrict yourself to the narrow path of the known, and not live fully, is worse. You then become a slave to impulses from outside yourself, and you lose “you” and no longer feel happy. Finding true satisfaction in life can come only from going with the current of your heart.

Your heartbeat, which is unique in the universe, alone knows the road. And sometimes, if you get lost, there needs to be a dark time, to bring you back to yourself, to help you remember who you are in your deepest core. All outer certainties fall away, and insofar as you were living according to exterior standards and ideals, you have the feeling that everything is lost, that you have fallen into a deep, black hole – and this feels awful! It is called “The Dark Night of the Soul”, yet it is but a passage. You are being taken to a Gate, one that opens to something beyond, something greater; a vista that your usual sight, conditioned by fears and old ideas, cannot envision.

Imagine you are in a dark tunnel. You cannot even see the walls of this tunnel, and you feel surrounded by nothingness. There is nothing wrong with nothingness. In its essence, nothingness is neither bad nor evil; it is absolute openness without any preconceptions or expectations on which to rely. Yet nothingness evokes fear in you, as if it will destroy you. What nothingness does destroy are old identities which you thought were part of you. But know that who you really are cannot be destroyed, cannot disappear. It is eternal, and as limitless as the space in your heart of which I spoke earlier. That space is there – always. Imagine that you accept nothingness and the lack of certainties, and at the same time, you feel your strength and independence. You then are not bound to this world; you are free in the depths of your being!

Continue to imagine you are going through that dark tunnel and suddenly a Gate appears in front of you. Look at what that image does for you: are you afraid of the Gate, or do you want to go through it? Are the doors heavy and closed, or is one door ajar and is there Light that shines through from the other side? Just take it in; you do not have to do anything.

Imagine now that you stand before that Gate and put your hand against it. Allow the energy of the Gate to flow through you. The Gate is the threshold beyond which lies the new, that which your soul wants to show you – when you are ready to see it. By placing your hand on the Gate, you become acquainted with the new, and with what wants to flow into your life – at a rhythm that suits you. See if you can receive it; the energy of the new, the energy of Home and of your soul.

Allow it to flow through your hand and into and throughout your entire body, in a way that feels good – not too little and not too much. The energy flows around and through your head, your shoulders, and your heart; and goes even deeper: into your stomach, your pelvis, your tailbone, and through your legs to your feet.

And be aware, if you are in The Dark Night of the Soul, there is something new awaiting you beyond the Gate, although it still cannot be seen with the eyes you have now. With new eyes, you will see that reality on the other side of the gate, and you will develop these new eyes by letting go of the old way of life; when you grasp no more onto certainties and survival patterns to which you clung before.

How do you recognize when you are ready to let go of the old? Often it is through feelings of discontent, anger, dissatisfaction, or despair and hopelessness, which indicate that you no longer want things to be the way they have been. You could then be thinking: “I don’t want to be here anymore; I don’t want to live on Earth”, but actually what you are saying is: “I no longer want the old way; I don’t want things as they have been”.

However, your mind, formed as it is by the past, may not have yet imagined that there are other ways, and therefore The Dark Night of the Soul becomes desperate and intense. As the old falls away, but the new has not yet arrived, being on that borderline and in that dark tunnel forces you to choose. Either you continue to follow the voice of your heart and remain faithful to yourself, or you retreat back into the voices from outside: that of fear, of the familiar, of the past.

So I entreat you: if you are now experiencing The Dark Night of the Soul in your life, stay with it, keep going inward, and feel what is there. If there is fear, uncertainty, sadness, or despair, do not judge it; stay with it and do not retreat from it.

Your Light is stronger than all those emotions, which are not the end point, but a halting place along the way. See the Gate in the distance, which is already there! Connect with the energy of the new, by way of that Gate. And one day the doors of that Gate will open wide – see it before you.

Maybe it is too much to feel it all now, but observe it for awhile from a distance. How will it be when that Gate opens wide, and you walk through it? What awaits you there? What feelings does it call up in you? You do not have go beyond the Gate yet, it will come – everything comes in its time.

But feel the promise of it now: the beauty of the Light there; the delight, joy and comfort of being there. Feel the serenity of life there and rejoice, because this road you are traveling on now – the one that feels like a dark night which boosts your fear – leads there!

Keep that perspective before your eyes, and your path becomes easier. I hold you by the hand; feel my presence. Every time a Gate opens, it makes us happy and we feel more deeply united with you all. We are all connected to each other, and every step each individual takes, carries something of all of us to the Whole.

Mary Magdalene

© Pamela Kribbe 2012
www.jeshua.net

Mary Magdalene: Return of the ‘Wild Woman’

“You do not Live Fully if You Cannot Access Your Feelings, In Fact You are Disconnected From Your Soul.”

Channeld by Pamela Kribbe

http://www.jeshua.net

Pamela channels Mary Magdalene

Dear friends,

All three of us are present here today: Jeshua, Mary and Mary-Magdalene. We are honored to be here with you. We see you as our brothers and sisters. We are one at heart and for me, Jeshua, it is especially liberating to be here alongside my female friends.

Because I am often seen as the one representative of the Christ energy. That is not the whole truth, however. There were women at my side in my life who were essential to my mission. In those times, it was not acceptable for women to do what I did, to be a public teacher.

But my mother and Mary-Magdalene were both spiritual warriors. They helped me plant the seeds of the Christ-consciousness.

Today we speak of the male and female energies. My female soul mates and I speak in one voice. In your history, the female energy has become wounded in a profound way.

This has had important consequences for both women and men on Earth. It is not just women who have suffered from the male dominion, men also have been wounded.

We will first discuss the female wound. We ask you to imagine a female person. She represents the whole of the feminine energy. Now the female energy has been degraded and treated with violence.

The effect this had on women is that they withdrew from the lower part of the body where their power resides. Especially when there has been sexual violence, the emotional trauma causes women to retract their consciousness from the lower part of their body. It becomes hard for them to be self-aware and grounded.

Envisage a woman in front of your inner eye. It represents the collective energy of women. In this image you can see that there is a kind of hole in the area of her belly. She has withdrawn her consciousness from this area and she feels insecure because she lacks foundation.

Inside her belly you can hear screams of anguish and pain. And we would like to invite you all, both men and women, to radiate light out to this woman, to her belly. In this way you are also giving it to yourself.

Now Mary-Magdalene wants to speak.

I am Mary-Magdalene. I love you deeply. I am always with you. I have risen above the female wound and I now wish to touch this area of pain very gently to help women heal.

I would like to see them being born again with joy and firmness, so that the power of the female can return in a peaceful way. I do not wish to fight or struggle. I come in peace and I have a special plea to women.

You have all been wounded in history, but in this time you are regaining your strength. This is your age, this is your time. I wish to remind you that men need help now as well. You as women are familiar with the wound in your belly, the pain and trauma of being degraded. But what happened to men?

Because of the dominating male energies in the past and the energies of power and oppression, men were forced to close down their hearts. They had to be strong and harsh, this was the ideal picture of being male. But in that way men became alienated from there feeling side.

Many men got locked up in their heads; it became difficult for them to express their emotions and their feelings. The inability to connect with your feeling side, your feminine side, is also a wound.

You do not live life fully if you cannot access your feelings. In fact, you are disconnected from your soul.

In many men, there is a sense of loneliness and alienation which can be perceived as a hole in their hearts.

So you see: both men and women have been wounded in the past. Women’s wound is located in the belly, men’s wound is like a hole in their heart. I wish to say to women today that as you regain your power, as you recognize your true strength: reach out to men.

They need your help; they have become estranged, alienated from home. Have the kindness in your heart to be compassionate with them. The New Earth can only be born if the two of you make peace. If men and women understand each other’s wounds, they can build a bridge between them.

I ask women to join me in sending light to the hole in your belly. From that light, a cord develops and goes right into the Earth. Feel your connection to mother Earth as a woman.

Your feminine energy is so powerful and essential to life. Remember your true strength. As you feel your self-consciousness grow, reach out to men and send light to the hole in their heart.

You are on the verge of a new time in history. Your are meant to join together as men and women. You are invited to have joy and laughter again as human beings. In many of you I see tired warriors; you have struggled and struggled and some of you a very tired and disappointed.

The answer to your pain lies in a very simple life. By that I mean: feeling truly connected to Earth again and enjoying the simple pleasures of being human. To experience the love between man and woman, to have friendship with likeminded people and to live in peace with your surroundings and with nature is the promise of the new Earth.

In my life on Earth I experienced the female wound deeply. I was a dear friend of Jeshua. I could feel his strength and wisdom but also his pains and doubts. There was an intimate understanding between the two of us.

I experienced deep grief and sorrow when he had to leave Earth, when he was killed. Often, when he would speak to us, I could feel his messages not just in my head but throughout my whole body. I did not like to argue about his ideas, about his messages, like his male disciples did.

In that respect, I was a little different from them. They sometimes mocked me and I felt lonely at times. I was regarded as a “wild woman”, I was unconventional.

Presently, I am really joyful to see that wild women are welcome again in the world! Much has changed since the times of Jeshua. I tell you: wild women will be the leaders of the new world!

I invite you all to stand up in your true power. In the past, when women were “wild”, meaning independent, unconventional and passionate, they were often labeled as hysterical. In the Middle Ages, they were called witches.

But really, those women – I was one of them – were moved by love. Now it is time again for women to show their true power, not in any aggressive way but in a way that reconciles the male and female energies.

Thank you very much for being here with me today!

© Pamela Kribbe 2012